Water At first you were the world But then you were the sky Followed by the ocean And don't you wonder why? The ocean to a lake The lake into a stream A stream into a puddle But of more still you dream You need to hate the world That would set us apart Once were the universe Now nothing in my heart My world was filled with love From the spine to the brim If I was looking back Now would it be as grim? Was singing in the rain And jumping with a splash You were a salt pillar Collapsed into the ash Was drowning in your pain Drowning in your sorrow Trying to forget it Want it gone tomorrow You used to be the sky It appeared to be right One thing leads to others We seemed to always fight So then I packed my bags And left upon the trip I found you in my bag And I felt my heart skip I found you on the floor With your lips pale black I didn't know what to do So I only sat back Used to be the ocean Narrowed into a lake Can't swim up the river Not going to for your sake Trying to pull me back Like a vein to the heart Try and have me fill you Like I did in the start My taste for you is gone My pallet has been quenched I hunt in new waters Our past will not be clenched So now I wonder why I left you on that day I had called you a bitch But you had called me gay Insult Relationship But can it be that bad? Left each other in tears But we were never sad But if you used you mind Or if you used your head Fire in the waters Meant fire in our bed A lake in the mountains And I felt all alone Then you came back to me And left me with a moan Waves and waves of blankets Might have drown in the tide You were my preserver And so I might have died Pulled away the covers And left me in the pain But that lake will dry up It will without the rain I streamed away from you You dreamed away from me Pushed by your arteries Things just can't ever be I had flowed down the creek Now without a paddle With love I stayed intact Lead like I was cattle Now how does it feel? Being ordered and owned Don't give up just quite yet I need to be disowned Now you've left a puddle Puddle without the rain Though it's not made of tears But its chalk full of pain Seems to be a circle Right between you and I Can make each other soar Can make each other die I kiss your lips tender Then I push you away It's our relationship So I can never stay You dreamed away fortune You dreamed away the pain You thought all love was lost Thought the world would be plain I was there to show you That not all love was lost That arrow was still stuck But it would only cost An arrow in the chest An arrow in the back Double up the pleasure And double up the black Had to learn about hate Had to learn about grief You were a criminal And you were also a thief So everything was lost Everything was taken Split second destruction Split second forsaken Tears won’t fall for items Tears won’t fall for my good I cannot be that bad It’s what I understood So your world was over Or so you thought it was Thought love lasts forever You know it never does So we gave it a shot Found that love dies in death Can’t hold on forever As it took its last breath But memories can hurt Hurts more than life to live Gave me more memories Gave you a chance to give My universe is full Its filled up to the brim Relationship is done You can go off with him You can break all my bones I will keep on going You destroy my muscles The water stops flowing So leave me on the ground In my cruel shattered state Will not chase after you Nor will I be your bate The muscle is my heart It continues to beat Found me no new target Forgave your little cheat You streamed back to the core Could never stay away Keep on through one cycle Like the night and the day I forgive and forget And end back at the start My chest keeps on pounding Its tearing me apart Hand washes the other But how can that be so? Used to be the ocean But nothing you did grow Its funny how love works And how it goes away A figment has no tears The rain dried up today If life lives for water But you've made it all gone This is its epitaph Sung to you in my song