Being Left Alone

I'd rather be dead then say I don't care
The pain of that is too much to bear
To say that I don't love you is a lie
Rather then that, I'd prefer to die
You may not believe me when I say, "You look great"
Then what happens next is just fate
You just don't believe what I say
You turn from me and walk away
This must always go time after time
It makes me feel worse then slime
Sure we're together and you went with that guy
When I told you I found out... you let out a sigh
I said, "Honey I can change"
Then you look at me strange
Retort by saying, "You're not the same man as before
The love is gone... and for you my adore"
Promptly you look at me with your golden eyes
Then continue to tell me the truth filled lies
More and more you take me apart
Cutting away my crying heart
Which leaves me there with a tempered soul
Perhaps all along that was your goal
Now all that is left is a beaten man
When I saw you first, I should of ran
But I wouldn't trade what we had for a thing
The time that we had made me a king
So be with that man
As long as you can
Continue on with the love you own
I'll continue to wait here all alone
Holding in my hand, a thorny rose
Waiting between the tombstone rows
I shall wait for you here
Waiting for the day that I can call you once again... dear