Am I human?

Celestial inferno torches the ground
To that, in which, I am bound
The searing dancing joy of pain
From this attack, what shall I gain?
Oh kiss of death, why give into you?
Why not burn down a church with a Sunday mass?
Or a screaming young suicidal lass
But why me? Why am I so high in your ranks?
Showing me pain, tells me I'm human... so thanks.