I've Forgotten Her Face

It used to come to me
Then the pain settled in
I want to speak my mind
But it would hurt like sin
You don't look different
But... wow... you sure did change
Your face I try to block
Mismatch and or derange
You still want to be friends
You think that we can still?
If you do, please show it
Though you are gone, you kill
I should give up on you
You're not worth it at all
If you open again
Don't know if you should call
Because I'm not your friend
You know that's what you show
So fix this, or get lost
Till you learn where to go